Maybe he would make his own zombie movie.
Neil’s zombies would live quiet, solitary lives. They would have college degrees. They would brush their teeth twice a day with whitening toothpaste, and eat red pepper salads. They would be considerate of others. It would be a silent film.
— Taipei, Taiwan by Tao Lin
Source: jimmychenchen
i want to love you more than i love hummus
but less than i love sweet potato fries
ok?
Source: liefplus
n. fear that your connections with people are ultimately shallow, that although your relationships feel congenial at the time, an audit of your life would produce an emotional safety deposit box of low-interest holdings and uninvested windfall profits, which will indicate you were never really at risk of joy, sacrifice or loss.
Source: dictionaryofobscuresorrows
this is the painting i’ve been working on for my grad show.
seems like i forgot tumblr existed for a while. there has been a lot of stuff going on in terms of life changes/decisions happening after graduation. the general idea i have about my near future is vague, but it involves moving to montreal sometime during the summer with my friend, and getting my french up to a passable level as quickly as possible.
then maybe i’ll make friends and do things with my life that make me happy and help me survive.
december 15, 2011
today i slept for ~14 hours
i feel muddled and far away
unfocused, aimless
decided to cut my bangs to make myself feel better
like my boring hair was the only thing keeping me in my rut
but it didn’t work and now i have bangs
i feel like i want to be melodramatic and ‘trash’ my room
or end a small insect’s life in a sadistic way
or eat a hamburger every 30 minutes
i feel like this is what everyday will eventually start to feel like
december 16, 2011
had what seemed to be a ‘manic’ day
completed more tasks today than i would usually complete in a week
talked to more people today than i would usually talk to in a month
seemed distracted and felt ok
i was uncharacteristically talkative and enthusiastic
received ~7 compliments on my new bangs
felt light headed and drunk
due to forgetting to eat much and drinking a lot
periodically thought things like ‘this is good’ and ‘i’m ok’
from the studio. work in progress.
i haven’t posted my own stuff in a while because of reasons. i’ve had two unchill emotional episodes in the past three months. i will be graduating in the next three months. seems like periods of change in my life cause mental/emotional instability. is that what my painting’s about? maybe.
